OCTOBER...

On a late october afternoon…
Sitting under the shade I be…
Be myself n only me to see…
Not caring about the world around…
I hear them laughin n joke around…
But all this doesn’t interest me one bit…
N why shud it? When there’s something else I’d rather hit…
Hit rock bottom or hit the sky…
Sometimes I simply wonder why…
If life had not taken tht turn…
I wudn’t have been crash n burnt…
But then life has its own lil ways…
To make u wiser day after days…
And yet again u get up straight…
N try to understand life’s weight…
Not to regret every move I took…
Even if I went a lil off the hook…
It had its own reason n purpose…
And I wont call it something disasterous…
I respect every decision I make…
but enjoying it wen wen I don’t… I wudn’t fake…
I see the sun settin now…
The evening commin to an end some how..
But I wait for the sun to come up again…
Which swears to take away my pain…
Bringin something new to try…
N I promise… this time I wont cry…