The risk…
The chance to take…
To do something not wrong… still not quite right…
Just wen u realize u’re tired of playin it safe n clean….
Just tht craze to LOSE URSELF!!!
To not know which turn I’d take next…
To spend a whole fuckin week wid a random person jus for company…
To wear my tees inside-out wid the craziest hair-do n still manage to look like a rockstar!!!!
To just shout in the middle of the class…
To sing my heart out song playin on my cd player in the bus!!!!
To steal…
not caring abt the world… the best of friends suddenly wud be nthn more than crowd…
being an outlaw…
being difficult…
being unpredictable…
bein a rebel…
being a caravan man…
a loner… still surrounded by meaningless bodies…
got a lil crazier… meaningless sex…
not knowing whom I slept wid last night or wat’s his name…
still went on…. Moved through the woods… n the hills… walkin by the rivers… ended up by the beach…
halt…………
move on…..
to drink away all the bad memories… smoke up all the regrets…
just one happy thot…..
just any happy thot… a blank thot… no reason…
no aim… no attachment… no responsibilities… no liabilities…
just a hollow happy thot…
empty… still never more heavier….