I wander through a barren existence without romance…
I wander through crowded roads jus as well as empty streets…
I fail to avail any even though I have had so many a chance…
I just keep treadin steps rhyming with my heart beats…

When I say that I have all the sweet time in the world…
I mean it to the fullest in mockery to ownself…
As I don object to my tripping feet n vision blurred…
Being numb to anything like the dumb n the deaf…

Look at me someday sitting frozen here…
Unmoved ungazing unfocused careless…
Thinking abt the heavenly lil world I have somewhere…
Unable to realize how I am surrounded with my own mess…

Being the best friend I can ever be…
Just as I as always wanted to see…
Prioritizing something that might not even remain…
Loving something which could later be the cause of my pain…

Even though I had this all along…
i still waited till many told me the same…
even though I knew how I treat my life is wrong…
I still waited till we played the famous game of putting the blame…

I still am standing at this familiar place…
As I have been here since as long as I reckon…
I clearly see in front of me two ways…
Confused…
Should I bail or as ever make a run????

The answer has never been more obvious…
The walls n windows all shoutin it out loud…
Its high time I got a lil serious…
Its high time I got my ownself proud…